Wednesday, June 13, 2018

Note to self: Take it easy.

What makes one be so hard on themselves that even when they do something good, they find a self-deprecating way to crap on the parade?

I would like to know.
A former co-worker recently told me I am "too *** **** hard on yourself."
I have had many years to perfect it. I will be 57 in two months.
Why is it I cannot embrace and enjoy a good moment?
Is it that I have to feel bad to feel good?
Do I just do better saying others are more important or do much more?
I have moments where I smile and laugh.
They are rare.
I guess I just have to let it go.
As Joel Goodson said in the movie Risky Business, "Sometimes you have to say what the ****."

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